Swipe, a video of a car crash. Swipe, a video of a life-altering accident. Swipe, a video of an assasination. Swipe, Swipe. With the internet at the
tip of your fingers, you can view anything you want to see and learn about everything you want to know; including gruesome or traumatic events. With viewing these events, it brings along an unwanted guest: desensitization. Desensitiation is defined as reduced emotional or physical reactions to something traumatic, and with the internet, the problem only grows.
On Sept. 10, 2025, Charlie Kirk was assasinated at Utah Valley University. Videos of the assasination circled the internet and social media. Many
people viewed the assasination through the internet, including 53 percent of NS’s student body. Even if students didn’t look for the video, many still saw him shot dead.
“When I saw the assasination it was shocking because I wasn’t even looking for it,” senior Logan Martin said. “It just appeared on my for you
page.”
The reactions students felt towards the video of Charlie Kirk’s assasination varies.
“When I first saw Charlie Kirk’s assasination, I thought that there was no way it was real,” junior Olivia Lung said. “But I didn’t feel sick to my
stomach when I saw it.”
Science teacher Tylee Guizar was at the UVU event where it took place.
“The first thing I felt was terror because the gun just went off, and even though it was a target, no one knew it was a target,” Guizar said. “All
anybody knew was that somebody was shooting into a crowd.”
A study by PubMedCentral showed that when you experience a disturbing event first-hand, it engages a higher sense of presence and triggers strong physiological responses.
These include a faster heart rate and becoming hyperaware of any presumed danger. The brain’s social neural circuits are more effectively
engaged and so the experience is often more impactful. However, when you view it online, the brain recognizes that you’re not viewing the event in person, you’re viewing it through a screen, so it allows reduced emotional reactivity.
“When you view an accident or death online, it’s less of a real death and more like you’re watching a movie,” Guizar said. “It strips away empathy
and emotions of this horrifying thing. When you view something online, you’re not going to feel the fear that you’re being shot at.”
Some students even search out for these kinds of videos due to curiosity.
“I find myself looking for gory videos online because I think they’re interesting and cool to look at,” Lung said.
Whether students are looking for traumatizing videos, or if students stumble upon them, it still desensitizes their perspective.
“I think the boundaries of what I think are disturbing has changed since I’ve been on the internet more,” Lung said. “Especially because those videos are becoming more common in our day and age so you get more used to seeing them. And it’s a sick thing to say, but when these awful things are happening, I’m just kind of like, that’s the normal nowadays.”
What might be considered normal in today’s standards might not be considered normal in some people’s morals.
“I think desensitization has a pretty profound effect on my peers,” Martin said. “I don’t think a lot of people realize just how messed up some of the jokes they say are.”
On the internet, a lot of the jokes people are making revolve around Charlie Kirk’s death.
“When people make fun of [Charlie Kirk’s] death and the way that he fell makes me angry,” Guizar said. “Because if they were standing there and watching it, their feelings would be very different.”
For many students, when they see a traumatizing video, they use humor as a coping mechanism for the underlying discomfort they feel.
“When I see those kinds of jokes on my for you page part of me says, that’s not cool,” Martin said. “But also, at the same time, there’s kind of a cognitive distance where I’m like that’s funny.”
When an individual is regularly exposed to violent, gory, or traumatizing content, they become emotionally desensitized over time. What initially caused an emotional reaction gradually loses its impact. Violence is becoming normalized in modern society and entertainment and people are slowly but surely losing the capacity to feel when something violent happens..

